okay, so my hobbies are basically a collection of things that make me look like i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing with my life hehe. i'm obsessed with music. especially alternative rock, post-punk and songs that sound like they were written by someone having an emotional breakdown at 3 am. i love experimenting with makeup, putting together unusual outfits and changing little details about my appearance whenever i get bored. thrift stores are dangerous for me because i'll find the weirdest piece of clothing and immediately decide it's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen. i also love anime, creepy movies, collecting random accessories and taking photos with strange lighting. sometimes i draw little creatures in my notebook. they're usually ugly but in a cute way, so i love them anyway :3 my perfect evening? loud music, strawberry soda, a horror movie and someone who doesn't mind my terrible commentary.

sometimes i wonder why people are so obsessed with appearing perfect. perfect faces, perfect relationships, perfect lives... everything has to look beautiful from the outside. but honestly? i think imperfections are what make people interesting. i love old buildings with cracked walls, messy handwritten letters, faded photographs and songs where u can hear the singer's voice breaking. there's something strangely comforting about things that don't try to hide their flaws. maybe that's why i like unusual people so much. the ones who laugh too loudly, dress differently, have strange interests or don't always know the right thing to say. i think everyone has parts of themselves they're afraid to show. and sometimes we spend so much time hiding those parts that we forget they're what make us unique. i don't want to be someone's idea of a perfect girl. i'd rather be a little strange, a little complicated and completely real. does that make sense or am i being dramatic again? >.<

heyy, i'm julia, 19 years old and probably not as mysterious as i look hehe :3 i have bright orange hair, a questionable bad schedule and a talent for making ordinary situations unnecessarily dramatic. people sometimes think i'm intimidating before they actually talk to me, which is kinda funny because i literally get excited over cute animals and tiny gifts. i'm a weird mix of confidence and awkwardness. i can wear the craziest outfit without caring what anyone thinks, but one genuine compliment might make me forget how to speak >.< i love being a little different. not because i'm trying to impress anyone, but because being normal sounds sooo exhausting. my room is usually a mess of clothes, random decorations, half-finished ideas and things i swear i'll organize tomorrow. i can be sarcastic, stubborn and a little chaotic, but i care deeply about people who are important to me. sooo yeah, that's me. a tiny disaster with orange hair and a surprisingly soft heart ♡

wanna know something kinda embarrassing? underneath all my black clothes and dramatic eyeliner, i'm actually a hopeless little dreamer >.< one day i wanna live in a small apartment in a city that never really sleeps. imagine huge windows, colorful lamps, posters covering the walls, plants i'm desperately trying not and a fluffy black cat named something ridiculous like microwave. i'd love to work on something creative. maybe photography, fashion or making strange little pieces of art that only a few people understand. i wanna travel, visit tiny underground music venues, explore vintage shops and take a million blurry pictures of neon signs. but my biggest dream is actually pretty simple. and maybe find someone who loves my weird little world enough to become part of it. someone who'll dance with me in the kitchen at 2 am, even when there's no music playing. ugh, that sounded so cheesy... pretend i didn't say that hehe :3